There are days when my head hits the pillow a pang of guilt hits my heart.
You see, I don't always soak up every precious moment of the day. I don't stop and take the time to really see behind the kids' tears or to really listen or to just STOP and enjoy the moment.
I liken it to hanging up a towel at the end of the day. Too often my towel was still soaking wet; I wasn't wringing it dry of all my husband, kids, and most importantly, God, had to offer me.
More than that, I wasn't offering all I had either. Things were left unsaid, lessons unshared, and kindness unspoken.
In pursuit of wringing my days dry, I'm slowing down and being more involved in the present moment. Dinner can wait an extra 10 minutes, and the grass can go another day without being cut. But I can't get these blink-once-and-the-kids-are-grown days back.
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| While being "tickle-tortured" by the two older kids, I looked down and noticed Maddie was wearing William's shoes. This is the shot I got as she was pulling them off. I'm glad I took the time to slow down and have a little fun. |